Today I had some incredible gains.

 

First and foremost, I found the reasons why I have not been able to create the kind of relationship with a woman which I desire. You know, a caring relationhip, in-ethics with an equal partner who is really interested. I've been married, and she was a wonderful lady (now deceased), and I've wanted to create another relationship wth someone but have found myself, for whatever reason, just deciding it wasn't time.

 

It is now time. The many reasons why not have been erased forever. The excuses are gone. It is now time to find a lady who wants to have a relationship with me.

 

Various aches and pains disappeared forever. Several mild chronic conditions are gone.

 

I had one of the most fantastic wins ever. I was determined to get something handled. Something that had been bugging me for a long time (and I mean a long time). Something that had to be handled.

 

That something, and it was huge, is now fully handled. Gone, erased forever. The relief I feel is tremendous, completely indescribable. I do not have the words, in fact I do not think the words exist, to describe how incredible it feels to be rid of this burden. Until now, it was something that I didn't believe was possible to handle, and now it's gone. Completely erased.